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lol. my wife nagged at me to blog. so something light to share first. lol.







bunk 6 (my bunk) is a chinatown. lolol. im not racist, but ya.

there's Ian, Rex, Yu wei, Darrell, Ryan, Yan long, Wen jie and probably "Xiao Hong"

Every night before sleep we will be doing a stupid ritual. Either Ryan or Yanlong will start a teletubies style of "Goodnight <Insert name here>" normally it will start like

"Goodnight~ Yu wei"
"Goodnight~ Yan long"
"Goodnight~ Ian"
"Goodnight~ Darrell"

so on and on until it comes to REX. He seems like run from this every night. lol.

Before course ends must get him to play with us.

lalala. so sorry. his darling wife here.
he's in army and since when does he bother to update ! :D

lonely, yet dislike crowds. thats me now. the fire in me has been extinguished.

happy new year ppl. have a nice 2008

gonna make this post as short as possible.

WoW-life

Fierce was disbanded and merged with Metamorphosis to form Dominance. Didnt really have a good impression of metamorphosis members, but nonetheless, i did try and completed the first 25man instance i participated in, although it took 6 hours, learning journey that counts. Got along with afew of them, Civx, Centrum, Deathime. Jeremy got a slot for druid for me in Denger. Although its a short week in Dominance, i've learnt quite abit.
Denger isnt a totally a foreign guild to me, as knew some of the people in there.
Hope i can learn more with Denger in the days to come.

Real-life

- r O x - chalet just passed, just a little expensive, first time we hold a chalet, lesson learnt - book a bigger chalet.
9 months with my dearest already. sorry for being such a blockhead. =(
Just came back from 6D'2001 BBQ, none of them had any big changes that i cant recognise them. The next time ill see them is probably next year. =D

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lmao. Planned whole day. managed to get jeremy, kelvin, nicholas, yonghao out. lol Dinner at BK@PS. lol

6.20 - Jeremy called, telling me to hurry. lol

6.34 - reached. walked around.

6.45 - sat down at BK, yonghao came appearing behind us

Me : "i thought ur train jam at novena?"
YH : "ya, 5 mins only"

7.00 - Kelvin came.

Kelvin : "Look, we got the 4 different groups. *points at YH* look the studying one, *points at jeremy with his uniform* the airforce one.*

Jeremy : " its navy."

Kelvin : "then im the working one, and mango is the choingster."

Me : "huh, im working lol"

Kelvin : "hmmm, working as...choingster, hehe"

Tabitha appeared behind the pillar when i got back with my food
Me : "arent u suppose to be at cine with max?"
Tab : "ya......*smiles*"
Me : "then where is he?"
Tab : "still at cine"
Me : "7.05 liao u still here"
Tab : "all the cinema full."
Me : "i see."


then awhile later, nic came. Jeremy and i went O_O. lol.

Max : "eh mango, so fast attachment liao ar?"
Me : "no ar, holidays now, go find work and work lo"
Max * -_- *

Max and Tab went missing. the rest. just chit-chat and home sweet home.

Its nice to meet you guys frequently lol. gonna be probably every tuesday till O level ends lol.

Studies, gives u knowledge, takes u time.
But most of the time u wont want to study, but u still waste your time away.

most of the things are gonna be crap, so ya, dun bother looking through it until u reach the picture.

Most of you might not know. I do things with ppl, things that i did not do, hands pointing at me, i take the blame fully, regardless whether its my fault, do i play a part in it or not.

I may look silly, but in fact, why do i even bother to take all the blames and nonsense when i can just argue my way out?

i just wanna avoid, avoid quarrels, disputes. i dun like. at all, thats why i run, i dun mind taking all the blames, as long as everything is solved.

What kind of person am i really?

I'm logical and emotional. Laugh for all you want "ARE U SURE? alvin, stop trying to kid yourself, u are just a simple minded idiot who doesnt know how to think for yourself." - say all u want, i dun care.

its been more than a year since - w A l t z - was founded. Together with Nguyen, Fai, derrick, joshua, we made a name for ourselves during the start of AuditionSEA, being experienced since we've played Audition before, we helped the new players, getting them to know all the different functions, giving tips on the new game. i know it doesnt matter now, but ya, the past is still memorable. Getting to know more ppl. I still remember the 1st outing was with Shuya and Suzaku, got dragged to Kbox. Well those was fun. The big family photo taken during the official launch of auditionSEA. ill post it up someday.

Leading a group of people is difficult. Getting a group of people to work together is even more difficult. Sharing the same interest. Doing the same thing. Having fun together is what i really want. But still, politics came out. Shan't say more, different groups of people have different views in this matter.
But the only thing that is sad to say, i lost faith and trust in these friends who i trusted so much. The name - w A l t z - just disappeared after i left.

those was the past. my experience. what i've been through. What i've learnt from the past, made me what i am now.

I'm also easily emotionally waived. i can blow a small matter up inside my mind. Assurance is what i needed most. worrying about the slightest things. i dunno. its just so contradicting.

"Our concern, worries, care, protectiveness might be possessive, overbearing stubborness to them" someone told me this.

We live, to feel, to know about the world, to know about the people around us, the feelings, the thinkings, im learning more day by day, thinking deeper bit by bit.

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

The sun, even though its positive, what does it do when the moon is high up at the sky?

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Have been working at Premier Taxi for a week now. Helping the admin sides, fixing the details inside the file, bringing the files to various departments when they need it, its not very difficult, the people there are nice to work with. listening to the unique customer complains everytime LOL! u will be laughing when u hear the complains.

3 more weeks till the end of work.
3 more weeks till the start of school.
3 more weeks till our 6th month-versary.

i care, i worry, i tear only for a reason.
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i love you.

LAZY ALVIN. ok thats my man -_-

whatever, he wont be updating for now. because he is busy with me
BUT. this even-more-dead blog will be undergoing some super huge revamp after his woman's o levels. so stay tuned ..

curses* this idiotic alvin. he better watch out. hurrs.

k im doing the tag now. lol.

1 - I used to dream about dinosaurs invading the school in primary school life.
2 - Had a gang of 4 mischievious friends with me.
3 - Broke my sis' mirror at 11, and thinks that breaking mirror will be bad luck for 7 years. LOL! well, my luck seems to be better this year.
4 - passed PSLE well by playing RPGs during that period.
5 - Like sleeping on the cold cold floor.
6 - Like disturbing my darling when she sleeps =x
7 - Not liked by my sec school classmates. (i think.) LOL!
8 - First started console games at 10.
9 - Mario, Sonic are my childhood friends LOL!
10 - Wants my darling to be a housewife in the future. WHAHAHAHAHAA




Darling's helping her mum to do housework now, her mum hurt her back after playing golf last sunday. She seems to have fun, smiled so happily when she showed me the nicely ironed uniform. LOL!

When singapore celebrate its birthday, that just means my birthday's coming soon too. just 5 days after Singapore turns one year older. Went to watch the annual fireworks at marina square with darling, bing hui, kris, zen, derrick and sarah, admins of - r O x - again lol. since this year's national day celebration was held a marine bay, we stayed outside Marina square's GV to catch the firework, short 10 mins of glamourous lightings in the sky, it just appears to me that it isnt as good as last year's, no design, no pattern or whatsoever. lol shouldnt be complaining, fireworks is just short and nice, for people to get fascinated with. we stayed for quite some time to let the crowd dissipated before we make our move too, we saw a nice view, a sea of red ants, lol figure it out yourself.

Went back to school to pay school fees the next day, meeting darling and her family to watch Rush Hour 3. Didnt watch the previous 2 rush hours, but yea, jackie chan's shows are always full of laughter and actions lol, enjoyed it alot, lol first movie with her family, the 2 cute little cousins, lol. Went to walk at Carefour after the movie, her mum and aunts bought some groceries, and we went for dinner at cartel, adam seems tired, so does darling.

Reached her place, went to play wow for a short while, then she suddenly said "my cousin say <> is nice." turn off wow, check on the movie timing for secret, then we went out of house. 2 movies in a day. lol.

was expecting much less from the movie, lol, not much comments, but it made darling cry after the movie. hehe, watching movie with her is always enjoyable. 1st horror movie, she tugged my arm when scary scene's coming, 1st touching movie she cried. LOL!

tata, 14th august, darling woke me up hmmm, i vaguely remember my dad handing me the allowance for the day and then darling was beside me, and i just fell back asleep. lol, the only present i recieved this year was from darling, she went down to get a tiramisu cake for me >< urs would be a much enjoyable one =D *grins*

Met kelvin, nic, jason, yong hao, mic for dinner at fish&co, tuesdays has always been the meetup every since everyone went to explore the world of azeroth and outlands. the last time i've seen them was probably one to two months ago. had chats about latest happenings and discussion abt in-game stuff. lol nice to meet up once in a while, ill have to allocate more time to my wife.



to my wife - i love you. <3

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its been long since i update, busy? no idea, can be considered, yet not.

movie mania last week. Transformer and Harry potter. Both movie were nice, despite the long duration.

Alone was pretty nice too, 2nd good horror movie with my darling.


Love is made up of sugar and spice, without either, Love isnt complete. Someone told me that, its rather true. People just like love to be sweet, but then when spice is added unintentionally, they have no idea how to handle it.

I admit i used to think this way.

Things kept spicing up for the past 2 weeks.
Kept making my yilin sad and disappointed too. my fault. im sorry. i know these 2 words are of no meaning.

Ill pour in more sugar, too much spice isnt good. Right?